You know...it's one thing when you get stabbed in the back for being a jerk to someone. If you choose to be a low-down ass then in all honesty, I'd say you're due a backstabbing or two. What I fail to understand is what on EARTH except despair or madness would drive a person to stab someone in the back who has gone out of their way to be nice to them. I speak, in this case, of an incident that happened today. I had comforted this girl when she was crying, loaned her books and valuable things, and talked her out of suicide...convinced her she was worth it...and she turns around and gets my ass in trouble. Here's the kicker: I had nothing to do with the original problem in the first place. She got in trouble for being stupid and chose to try to drag me down with her. All she could talk about was how wrongly treated she had been, how twisted it was...and she spoke to me of this as I sat there next to her, dragged into this mess by-guess who!-HER. It makes me seriously second-guess my outlook on humanity.

I mean, I'm not going to let one bitch convince me that humanity is going to the dogs but it really brings into question the motives that drive it. She talked all the time about wanting to kill people who wronged her, threatened to put curses on people and the likes...and she calls ME violent! I have never raised a hand to anyone, never gotten in a fight aside from when I was 11 and even in that incident, I purposely didn't throw a single punch. She scoffed at me when I told the officials how she was lying, how I had no intention of hurting her, because I have been raised to despise harming others with every fiber of my being. Fuck this. There's nothing else to say. Just fuck this. I'm done giving people second chances, it's a waste of time and I end up getting dragged down with them when how they've acted finally catches up with them.